CALL ME A ZOMBIE

DAMN TIRED................................. HAVEN'T BEEN SLEEPING. FML

lacking oxygen

I think before i'd make it to the end of my exams i'd be sent to some hosipital for some serious health issues cause i've been abusing my body clock badly.... now i've balls growing inside of my eyelid making my eyes sting like crazy which is fucking impossible to ignore i don't know how to treat it cause normally i would google about the infections but i'm not sure how to put the condition of my eyes in words to type in google. My mum thinks that its caused to to lack of sleep so to those people that have been abusing their body clock for all redundant business like watching some drama marathon please take care of your eyes you don't want to grow come huge balls inside your eyelid like me. fucking painful. plus tmr i have to take my english paper followed by MATHS WHICH I TRIED TO DO IN VAIN FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS BUT IM NOT SURE IF I CAN EVEN FUCKING PASS IT NOW CAUSE IM SO STRESS THAT I FORGET ALMOST EVERYTHING I'VE LEARNT............ fuck this. I know complaining about my eye looking like its one big one small is damn ridiculous but wth............ i can't even see properly with the smaller eye which has the fucking ball IN the eyelid. PAIN PAIN PAIN HOW PEOPLE SURVIVE THIS O LEVEL PERIOD??!?!!?!
 I NEED A PSYCHIATRIST.......................  to keep me sane AND A EYE SPECIALIST.

SPA fuuu

will be rather inactive here, but you can follow me on twitter @zhixinzx. All you need to know about my life now is i'm really busy sorting out my revision and trying my best to do whatever i can in this week. I really need to concentrate.

btw i deleted all my archives. Let's start this space with a clean slate.

Not anymore.

ZAI JIAN...............................